Ancient Greeks had several words to say love :
- Agape (ἀγάπη) : the universal love ;
- Philia (φιλία) : friendship ;
- Eros (ἔρως) : sex ;
- Storge (στοργή) : family love.
I said that agape was the universal love, but from a practical point of view, we are looking for something else. In our relationship, Love = Friendship + Sex. A real friend is a friend for life, so real love is love for life.
I quickly abandoned the idea of getting divorced. My family was such a caricature of the broken family, that I eventually followed another way... My father married 3 times and divorced 3 times. I don't want to do the same.
I never understood why people in France broke their relationship so easily. French have an incredible attitude of absolute rejection. They are the opposite of agape : they love nothing.
As long as I travelled to other countries, I understood that the people in most countries are kinder than French.
I spent years wasting my energy by pursuying French women. Obviously, they always run away. They were absolutely unreachable. They don't answer. When I tried to talk with them, they threatened me to call the police.
They are bourgeoise women, considering themselves as princesses. But in reality, they are just little nasty bitches and pathetic inferior beings.
I think we are a whole generation of French men who have been traumatized. We had our hearts broken, and the pieces burnt on the altar of Chaos and destruction... We felt like tortured, defeated and humbled.
Love suffering is the worst. There was a woman, who has been in a nazi concentration camp as a child. Older, when she lost her husband, she was very sad. She said it was worse than the concentration camp.
Actually, maybe breaking someone's heart should be seen as a crime. The violence inside that is so strong, that we are tempted to become violent as well. There has been stories of Canadian men who had their heart broken, and finally killed people. I wish they found a more peaceful solution.
In 2014, the French nazi party Front National won the elections. I was traumatized. The country had become a huge paranoia filth, everything was mad, the technology became dysfunctional... Phobos, the god of fear, was ruling the country, and everything was evil. I understood the importance of Eros, the god of love, and eventually decided to travel around the world, to find a better country to live, with the idea that the perfect society can always be found Elsewhere.
I needed more than 4 years to understand that Elsewhere was Greece. Honestly, if I had to make a movie with the country of Fantasia, I would choose Greece to make Fantasia.
I have chosen to sacrifice money in order to get autonomous, and to find love.
As many others, I realized that Western Europe has lost its sense of love, but that Eastern Europe has kept it. Actually, the problem lies in the environment. Dry and urban deserts are a source of fear. If you want to make a family, you should go to a rainy countryside. Without the stress of the city, love can really blossom and you'll be able to break the barrier and make children.
I had to eliminate possibilities that looked good at first.
Germans understand nothing to love. They pretend to be green, but they are industrial monsters. All their crops are GMO corn, their cows don't have enough space to eat grass, because they want to sell their shit. They are only interested in money. They are friend with nobody, they have no empathy for the poor who are suffering from war, discrimination or misery. They are fucking capitalist pigs. Everything they do is quick and bad. They have invented schnell-sex, the same way as US Americans have invented fast-food : quick sex, but bad quality.
Asians were another trap. Imprisonned in monstruous urbanized places, they only want money. We talked about it with a friend of mine, to know which of Eastern European or Asian women were better. He noticed that Asian women are obsessed with money, whereas you could have a talk with Eastern European women. We noticed that Asian women can be found only in their home, or behind a cash register, whereas Eastern European women are more open minded, and prone to go out, to have a talk. Obviously, Asia is a system of quantity, not quality.
I understood that beautiful women are also good women. I used to think that inner beauty and outer beauty were unrelated, by I finally understood that inner beauty eventually goes outside. Following your instinct is not a trap, if you see a gorgeous woman, with a wonderful silhouette, generous curves, a beautiful face with a sincere smile, it's a good start !
Women get hot with shoulders, and men get hot with boobs ! :-)
The woman of my life will have a strong sense of freedom. I've always thought she would be a beast, a woman who fiercely defends her family, loyal to kin, but mercyless with the opponents. We shall live in harmony with Nature, in an autonomous house. A beautiful family cottage, to live autonomous in water, heat, food and electricity, thanks to natural resources. And I hope we will stay together forever. I want to see her beautiful, long white hair, before we let the place for our children.
Feel free to comment and express yourself. Real love still exists. With time, if you believe in it, you will eventually find it.
